Just give me a few more days to recover.... to send back the burden that has lingered upon me for days. I noticed my absence was hopefully neglected, somewhat unacknowledged by those of many. However, the people that did take note I'm truly sorry because it seems a few mishaps had entered my life. NO, I will not oppress innocent friends vexed by my mere pensive vocals, NO I shall not pronounce the problems, and NO I will not be away for long. All I beg, all I may plead is just a few more days. I need my optimism back, I need bliss to come forth because NO I will not oppress those with my depression. Hopefully, when I return I shall give a certain "talk" and shall promise those their moderator that has been doing nothing this whole tormenting F***ked up week.
Just a few more days to recover my people, for this week did I receive the beating of my life, the largest pain both mentally and physically that has opened another wound to my fragile mind. I really need my optimistic behavior again. I have to stand on my two feet now, I have to mature, I have to handle this by myself because I'm tired of dragging down my friends like blistering shackles! I think it's time that I started to plant myself on firm grounds, for you see I can't be a kid anymore. Not when it's dealing with matters that may determine the outcome of my life and the person I once was. I want to say that I love the people on here, the ones that listen and had given somewhat of a good laugh to my insane sense of humor.
Most of all, to one person who I care so deeply about, Mr. Anonymous who shall-not-be-named-in-good-time. ( Lol, you know who you are ) Any who, my greatest apologies Mr. Anonymous for leaving you on our weekend because another person... well had distracted me in other words. Please don't be angry love, I promise we shall talk first thing once I'm back. But always remember that I love you, even though I don't know what love is and I don't think the line "I'm so intimate with you" doesn't cut it either ( Lol ). But then caring and adoring could never captivate what I may truly feel, and no this is no love struck teenager jumping into boiling water. For the word love, I suppose barely covers such strong concern, happiness, and bliss I may have for you. No scracth that, those feelings I always had for you. But alas, give me those few more days... and you shall see a better me, not here, not now.... not when I'm so vulnerable. Until then, think of me well as I may think of you?
I'm sorry,
Youko
Good luck Gangrel, we'll all miss you while you're gone! I'm so very sorry... Farewell! And once again, good luck! *hug* :(
Gangrel,
Go and deal with whatever you need to deal with, hon. It is good you know to take a break from your life when things get low, and to take a deep breath and aim to be optimisic once more. I can only hope you make a swift recovery, and come back to us soon.
Until then. Feather-poo.
Zephy-poo
*takes the mallet of approval* sniff...I'll take good care of this until you return Gangrel! Hope things get sorted out as soon as possible!
~Kisu
Youko!! -hugs- Glad to see that your atleast doing.. erm.. well? I havent talked to you in so long and was beginning to wonder of something had gone wrong.. very wrong. -sigh-
GLad to hear that you'll be back sooner then later, and that nthing has befallen my friend!
Glad to have you back once more, and I hope you get over with what your feeling in good time.. ><
~amanda