Title: jai.
Jai - June 22, 2008 06:14 AM (GMT)
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<p><font size=5>without the mask, where will I hide?</font size><p>
<B>nickname;</b>
<BR>hyppo!
<p><b>where did you hear about us?;</b>
<BR> I was one of the people who created "us." xD
<p><font size=5>can't find myself, lost in my lie.</font size>
<p><b>name;</b>
<BR>Jai
<p><b>nickname;</b>
<BR>None
<p><b>gender;</b>
<BR>Female
<p><b>age;</b>
<BR>Four years
<p><b>breed;</b>
<BR>50% timber wolf 50% grey wolf
<p><b>family;</b>
<BR>father - alive, living in secret from Jai in the clan.
<BR>mother - deceased, murdered.
<BR>siblings - older sister, deceased.
<BR>children - four, three were murdered and one is unknowingly still alive.
<p><b>physical;</b>
<BR>(Realistic version.) <BR>
Jai’s bone structure is comparable to that of the other wolves in size. She has long legs with small paws. Although the talons hiding amongst the black fur on her paws look like nothing special, they are able to cause hefty damage if Jai desires them to do so and have held up amazingly even after her past events. Along her posterior there is an extensive, bushy tail that extends off of her straight spine. On Jai’s façade is a diminutive head, her once luminously golden eyes now dulled to a pale yellow below her large and pointed ears.
A small wet nose and gentle black lips line her muzzle as small cheeks hide her pointed yellow fangs –common weapons of destruction- in secret. Jai’s pelt is completely black in majority, however there are a few specks of gray and brown here and there.
<p>Yet regardless of these common features, Jai’s own sadness and anger have driven her previous beauty to become a pathetic sight. Her fur -once thick and glossy- is now brittle, dry, and thin. She used to be so healthy yet is now underweight and gaunt. Jai’s eyes, at one time in her life striking and hypnotic, have lost their glow and have faded to a pale yellow, white film covering them. The female has a tired look upon her. She appears to be worn-out and used, like an old rag. Jai is still so young yet she looks so much older. Some would describe her as ugly, and others simply feel sorry for her. Jai is a pitiful sight at first glance. Yet to someone, anyone to who had met her in the past…they would possibly be frightened and shocked by the female’s drastic change. The underground tunnels did not simply drive her psychologically insane. Jai is truly a sad sight, yet she has no self-awareness. She still believes she looks and acts exactly the same. She believes her malnourished, somewhat grayed, tattered and used up physique is the same gorgeous and healthy one she used to have. The reflection she sees is changed by her obsession to be something she is no longer.
<P><b>psychological;</b>
<BR>She was once so unquestionably proud, so strong, and so undeniably confident. Her life appeared to be so easily ideal. She was proud of who she was and made sure to flaunt herself in front of everyone just to make sure they knew. Being beautiful and seductive, it was understandable that she had reason to show herself. Yet then she was placed within the underground tunnels, forced into solitary confinement for she found herself astray not only physically but also psychologically. The tunnels turned Jai into such an infuriated, fraught, depleted and quite pathetic creature. They helped Jai realize who she really was and the cause of the egocentric personality of hers. This realization has caused Jai to be quite distraught and especially angry. She denies it, attempting to pretend as if no change had occurred whilst her enslavement within the tunnels. Jai struggles to be the same wolf she was when she first entered The Niche. Yet this is unfeasible, for as she attempts to evade her change she only causes herself to spiral downward even more. Jai can never be the same wolf she was. That wolf was unknowing and immature. She still attempts to become her former self once again; for it was the last time she could recall ever being happy.
<P>Due to her anxiety of denying who she is, Jai has become quite the angry character. She lies to herself and cannot trust anyone, especially herself. The female is easily offended and infuriated. She uses violence to solve all of her problems rather than words. Being quite stressful, her anger bubbles inside her waiting to be released of its shackles. When she finds a reason to fight she will take it instantaneously and without uncertainty. Jai fights with such ferocity; she has the appearance of trying to kill her enemy rather than challenge or punish them. Long fangs and sharp talons shear and rip as her unbridled anger possesses her. The end result of these occasional violent rages frightens even her when she calms down.
<P>Although Jai has always been alone, she has not been affected by it until now. Her once rude, arrogant, and carefree personality pushed away other wolves from her. Now changed by being enclosed within the tunnels, this new hurt and solitude she feels is unbearable, causing her to strive to become her old self once again even more. Now she is unable to stand the loneliness. Jai is now burdened with a constant requirement for attention. She will do anything for it: get into a fight, seduce a random stranger… anything to make herself more known and less forgotten. This has caused Jai to be full of battle scars and quite the sexual being. She is easily used, melancholy, and desperate. She attempts to use her old personality again yet it comes off so odd. Her beauty has faded as everyone except herself now forgets the once confident, irritating wolf she was. Jai used to flaunt her beautiful self, yet now she has become unattractive and worn-out. She used to tease every male she could find into lusting for her, never letting them have her, but now she gives into their lustful bodies after a few words exchanged. She used to insult other females when they irritated her, yet now she lunges at them with ferocity and talons. Yet she has no idea that her former self was far from perfect as well, and that perhaps she is the same person only finally letting out the pain that her past before The Niche has caused her. Although she acts as if she has no problems at all, and will seem perfectly content if she successfully pulls off her now fake personality, Jai is severely hurt on the inside. Underneath all of her ferocity and rudeness is a truly miserable and sad creature. She’s walking on a tightrope that’s about to break, her true emotions and the truth about herself and her past that she’s avoiding trying to claw their way to the surface.
<p><B>fatal flaws;</b>
<BR>Extreme violence, being obsessed with becoming the Jai she was upon entering The Niche, not facing herself or her past, unable to accept the murder she performed.
<p><b>history;</b>
<BR>Private. You will find out her sad story eventually.
<p><B>roleplay examples;</b>
<BR>n/a, administrator
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<p><font size=5>without the mask, where will I hide?</font size><p>
<B>nickname;</b>
<BR>hyppo!
<p><b>where did you hear about us?;</b>
<BR> I was one of the people who created "us." xD
<p><font size=5>can't find myself, lost in my lie.</font size>
<p><b>name;</b>
<BR>Jai
<p><b>nickname;</b>
<BR>None
<p><b>gender;</b>
<BR>Female
<p><b>age;</b>
<BR>Four years
<p><b>breed;</b>
<BR>50% timber wolf 50% grey wolf
<p><b>family;</b>
<BR>father - alive, living in secret from Jai in the clan.
<BR>mother - deceased, murdered.
<BR>siblings - older sister, deceased.
<BR>children - four, three were murdered and one is unknowingly still alive.
<p><b>physical;</b>
<BR>(Realistic version.) <BR>
Jai’s bone structure is comparable to that of the other wolves in size. She has long legs with small paws. Although the talons hiding amongst the black fur on her paws look like nothing special, they are able to cause hefty damage if Jai desires them to do so and have held up amazingly even after her past events. Along her posterior there is an extensive, bushy tail that extends off of her straight spine. On Jai’s façade is a diminutive head, her once luminously golden eyes now dulled to a pale yellow below her large and pointed ears.
A small wet nose and gentle black lips line her muzzle as small cheeks hide her pointed yellow fangs –common weapons of destruction- in secret. Jai’s pelt is completely black in majority, however there are a few specks of gray and brown here and there.
<p>Yet regardless of these common features, Jai’s own sadness and anger have driven her previous beauty to become a pathetic sight. Her fur -once thick and glossy- is now brittle, dry, and thin. She used to be so healthy yet is now underweight and gaunt. Jai’s eyes, at one time in her life striking and hypnotic, have lost their glow and have faded to a pale yellow, white film covering them. The female has a tired look upon her. She appears to be worn-out and used, like an old rag. Jai is still so young yet she looks so much older. Some would describe her as ugly, and others simply feel sorry for her. Jai is a pitiful sight at first glance. Yet to someone, anyone to who had met her in the past…they would possibly be frightened and shocked by the female’s drastic change. The underground tunnels did not simply drive her psychologically insane. Jai is truly a sad sight, yet she has no self-awareness. She still believes she looks and acts exactly the same. She believes her malnourished, somewhat grayed, tattered and used up physique is the same gorgeous and healthy one she used to have. The reflection she sees is changed by her obsession to be something she is no longer.
<P><b>psychological;</b>
<BR>She was once so unquestionably proud, so strong, and so undeniably confident. Her life appeared to be so easily ideal. She was proud of who she was and made sure to flaunt herself in front of everyone just to make sure they knew. Being beautiful and seductive, it was understandable that she had reason to show herself. Yet then she was placed within the underground tunnels, forced into solitary confinement for she found herself astray not only physically but also psychologically. The tunnels turned Jai into such an infuriated, fraught, depleted and quite pathetic creature. They helped Jai realize who she really was and the cause of the egocentric personality of hers. This realization has caused Jai to be quite distraught and especially angry. She denies it, attempting to pretend as if no change had occurred whilst her enslavement within the tunnels. Jai struggles to be the same wolf she was when she first entered The Niche. Yet this is unfeasible, for as she attempts to evade her change she only causes herself to spiral downward even more. Jai can never be the same wolf she was. That wolf was unknowing and immature. She still attempts to become her former self once again; for it was the last time she could recall ever being happy.
<P>Due to her anxiety of denying who she is, Jai has become quite the angry character. She lies to herself and cannot trust anyone, especially herself. The female is easily offended and infuriated. She uses violence to solve all of her problems rather than words. Being quite stressful, her anger bubbles inside her waiting to be released of its shackles. When she finds a reason to fight she will take it instantaneously and without uncertainty. Jai fights with such ferocity; she has the appearance of trying to kill her enemy rather than challenge or punish them. Long fangs and sharp talons shear and rip as her unbridled anger possesses her. The end result of these occasional violent rages frightens even her when she calms down.
<P>Although Jai has always been alone, she has not been affected by it until now. Her once rude, arrogant, and carefree personality pushed away other wolves from her. Now changed by being enclosed within the tunnels, this new hurt and solitude she feels is unbearable, causing her to strive to become her old self once again even more. Now she is unable to stand the loneliness. Jai is now burdened with a constant requirement for attention. She will do anything for it: get into a fight, seduce a random stranger… anything to make herself more known and less forgotten. This has caused Jai to be full of battle scars and quite the sexual being. She is easily used, melancholy, and desperate. She attempts to use her old personality again yet it comes off so odd. Her beauty has faded as everyone except herself now forgets the once confident, irritating wolf she was. Jai used to flaunt her beautiful self, yet now she has become unattractive and worn-out. She used to tease every male she could find into lusting for her, never letting them have her, but now she gives into their lustful bodies after a few words exchanged. She used to insult other females when they irritated her, yet now she lunges at them with ferocity and talons. Yet she has no idea that her former self was far from perfect as well, and that perhaps she is the same person only finally letting out the pain that her past before The Niche has caused her. Although she acts as if she has no problems at all, and will seem perfectly content if she successfully pulls off her now fake personality, Jai is severely hurt on the inside. Underneath all of her ferocity and rudeness is a truly miserable and sad creature. She’s walking on a tightrope that’s about to break, her true emotions and the truth about herself and her past that she’s avoiding trying to claw their way to the surface.
<p><B>fatal flaws;</b>
<BR>Extreme violence, being obsessed with becoming the Jai she was upon entering The Niche, not facing herself or her past, unable to accept the murder she performed.
<p><b>history;</b>
<BR>Private. You will find out her sad story eventually.
<p><B>roleplay examples;</b>
<BR>n/a, administrator
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Maya Vechita - June 22, 2008 03:22 PM (GMT)
Lovely Hyppo dear, just lovely! Gorgeous table also. We must role play together, it will be interestin'.
Vienna Ri - June 22, 2008 04:12 PM (GMT)
[img]Wunnerful wunnerful! I can't wait 'till we all get to roleplaying together again. :)
THIS is your sooper symmmbolll! :D
THIS is your sooper symmmbolll! :D