okay, so there's this guy (we'll call him al) who i thought was my best friend. i thought i could trust him. turns out, the entire time i've known him, he's been lying (sp?) to me. he always says "i don't want to do drugs. they totally fuck up your life" can u sat fuck on here? if not, sorry... anywho - and he told me he graduated early... so me being a retard believed him.

My parents got the scoop on him. My dad knows people that are involved with the state law enforcement, and he wanted to know his criminal record. Here, Al's a big-time druggie, a drop-out, has almost gon to Jouvie, and he's been lying (again, sp?) to me and my best friend from the minute we met. I had a huge crush on him... but he was (and is) going out with my (literally) mortal enemy.

My friend, Al, and went to meet up at Starbucks today, which is about a mile from my house, Al was a no-show. and one other time when we (friend, Al, and I) wanted to go to the mall together, he was with katie even tought he told up 3 days before (!)....

and his initials are A.S.S., so i can get away with calling him an ass...

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okay - and this came right off the top of my head...

wow - what a day. i don't even know where to begin...

and our friendship - guess it was all a lie.

when was the truth told? was it ever? what were the intentions? what was going to happen? how could i be so gullable? what is going to come of their life? will there be one down the road? how many more of these people am i going to stumble across? was this the last? was this the first?

there are so many questions, but only they can answer them. a shame we can't talk anymore.

just proves we are sorrounded by lies.



thanks for listening.

Wow.

I'm glad you know the truth now.