I think this is the first article with quotes from Erin that I've seen in about a month (other than her nascar.com column). It's from a paper that covers news from her hometown, so I guess it's kind of her "local" paper.
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Friday, September 15, 2006
By STEVEN MYRICK
LOUDON, N.H. - Inside the cramped driver's compartment of a NASCAR Craftsman Truck series vehicle at New Hampshire International Speedway tomorrow afternoon, it might get hot enough to melt shoes.
The acrid smell of burning rubber will shock the senses like smelling salts. The constant roar of 725 horsepower engines will find its way past even the best of hearing protection.
At speeds approaching 185 mph, driving decisions will have to be instantaneous. Mistakes will mean laps lost, nasty scrapes in those carefully painted sponsor schemes, or worse. Much worse.
There are plenty of people who believe a NASCAR driver's seat is no place for a woman. There are others who believe it's no place for Erin Crocker.
But Crocker is more determined than ever to prove her doubters wrong.
The 25-year-old Wilbraham, Mass., native will pull on her coveralls and wedge herself into that seat hoping to turn her season around in the New Hampshire 200.
Crocker has been driving race cars in competition since she was 7. Spend 20 minutes talking racing with her, and it is easy to understand why her childhood nickname was "Crash and Lightning."
She has had success at every level from quarter midgets to ARCA. She wants everyone to know that she fully expects to achieve success in her No. 98 truck, and she sees herself with a Nextel Cup ride in the near future.
But for the first time in her life, success has not come early or often. It has not been an easy year, and it's not going to get any easier in Loudon.
In her last five races, the best qualifying position she managed was 27th, and her best finish also was 27th. A fierce competitor by nature, Crocker admits to frustration with the racing team's performance.
"There have been a lot of races where we've run a lot better than where we finished. The last few races just have not been very good for us," Crocker said. "Your confidence gets down, it's tough. Sponsors (Betty Crocker, General Mills) are putting in a lot of money, investing in my future. You feel a lot of pressure, you want to perform. You feel like 'I want to do this, I need to do this, why can't it happen today?' It's part of the game I guess."
It is difficult to imagine a more pressure-filled situation than Crocker faces. She is the poster girl for NASCAR's drive for diversity. She is working for Evernham Motorsports, one of the highest of high profile racing outfits. In the past month, her personal life has been the subject of much public and private speculation, talk of an affair with team owner Ray Evernham, 49, who is separated from his wife. But she takes all that in stride. What she can't abide is running in the back of the pack.
"I can ignore all that. Pressure is pressure," Crocker said. "You get pressure from sponsors, you get pressure from media. Regardless of what has been said in the media about my personal life, I think the pressure right now is coming from our results. The fact that we haven't run well is what's driving me crazy.
"You feel it when you're struggling and you don't know why, what part of the puzzle is missing. You have to be strong, that's what makes successful athletes who they are.
"I'm here because I wanted that. I love that, I know I can prove to these people I can do this. The day that I win one of these stock car races, it's going to be huge. When you have success, the pressure is gone, and you'll get the reward you've been looking for."
Crocker is hopeful that returning to the Northeast will be the spark she needs.
She excelled at soccer, tennis, lacrosse and skiing while attending Minnechaug Regional High School, before getting an engineering degree at Renssalaer Polytechnic Institute. Throughout high school and college she kept a full schedule of racing, earning Rookie of The Year and scoring wins on several circuits.
Most of her family remains in the area, and her two brothers are organizing a bus convoy to the New Hampshire International Speedway to watch her run.
"It has always been difficult for my family to come to races," Crocker said. "It's nice to come to New Hampshire and have all of them there. I've had success in the past when I've raced near home."
Family is important to Crocker. She says she will not stay in the racing game forever. She wants a family of her own, and a life that does not include being on the road for most of the year.
But for now, she is focused completely on her racing career, and she is well aware that she is in position to make history.
"I've had success in the past, I feel I've earned my way. But at the same time, there are 10,000 guys out there trying to get to this position," Crocker said. "I might not have had the opportunity to drive for Evernham Motorsports or have a sponsor like General Mills if I wasn't a woman. I think I have an opportunity to do something really big."